Went to the Docs Today – sorry long, I'm angry and a bit desparate this evening
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I am glad to see that you are keeping a sense of humor about the whole mess. Yeah that monster likes to use any type of ailment to make us miserable. You are doing the best that anyone can expect. Keep breathing slow and deep. It will get a little better. :)J — "Just when you think life sucks, someone hands you a vacuum cleaner; it is at this time you start cleaning some house".
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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Dear Group Husband is away for three days so am lacking in support this evening. Son is tired and bad tempered and anyway what 17 year old boy, as nice as he is, wants to listen to his mother ranting on. Went to the docs this morning to have my new tablets dose increased. Asthma is diabolical at present. Had previously been given relief spray containing adrenalin – wonderful it increased the panic attacks and therefore increased the asthma!!!! Asked if I could try something else for relief to fill the time before my appointment at the Chest Hospital. Doctor decided to have another listen to my lungs first and was horrified – full of horrid noises!! Result instant panic by me – must at least have chronic heart problems or a lung tumour!!!! She said I am simply forgetting how to breath properly and must try to take deep breaths – impossible whilst suffering so badly from asthma. Would like her to try (although I wouldn’t wish this on anyone.) As soon as I try to take a deep breath I cant stop coughing and have an asthma attack. Have now been put on five days worth of oral steroids. Last time this happened I felt wonderful. Think it might be worth gaining 15 stone and growing a beard and hairy chest just to feel well!!! Seriously though, apparently the oral steroids will sort out asthma but not panic attacks so will give her more idea of what relief spray to give me. Have to go back next week. Had a good afternoon with sympathetic friend, but she has gone home now. I am typing her Uni MA dissertation and at least it gives my brain something else to think about. I am also fighting a legal case against my last employers who started all this horror up. Good news – Husband has a new and better paid job and we are not quite so destitute – although he will have to be away from home more. He is probably secretly pleased to get away from his mad wife. Still, I still have my cats and dog to talk to and who love me through thick and thin and I still have the ability to be moved by the music of Radiohead, REM, and Sting at the ripe old age of 53 and have painted my toenails purple and made my hair stand up on end with gel – so there’s life in the old girl yet! Love to you all. Ann What a load of rambling!!! * Sent from AltaVista http://www.altavista.com Where you can also find
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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Husband is away for three days so am lacking in support this evening. Son is tired and bad tempered and anyway what 17 year old boy, as nice as he is, wants to listen to his mother ranting on. Went to the docs this morning to have my new tablets dose increased. Asthma is diabolical at present. Had previously been given relief spray containing adrenalin – wonderful it increased the panic attacks and therefore increased the asthma!!!! Asked if I could try something else for relief to fill the time before my appointment at the Chest Hospital. Doctor decided to have another listen to my lungs first and was horrified – full of horrid noises!! Result instant panic by me – must at least have chronic heart problems or a lung tumour!!!! She said I am simply forgetting how to breath properly and must try to take deep breaths – impossible whilst suffering so badly from asthma. Would like her to try (although I wouldn’t wish this on anyone.) As soon as I try to take a deep breath I cant stop coughing and have an asthma attack. Have now been put on five days worth of oral steroids. Last time this happened I felt wonderful. Think it might be worth gaining 15 stone and growing a beard and hairy chest just to feel well!!! Seriously though, apparently the oral steroids will sort out asthma but not panic attacks so will give her more idea of what relief spray to give me. Have to go back next week. Had a good afternoon with sympathetic friend, but she has gone home now. I am typing her Uni MA dissertation and at least it gives my brain something else to think about. I am also fighting a legal case against my last employers who started all this horror up. Good news – Husband has a new and better paid job and we are not quite so destitute – although he will have to be away from home more. He is probably secretly pleased to get away from his mad wife. Still, I still have my cats and dog to talk to and who love me through thick and thin and I still have the ability to be moved by the music of Radiohead, REM, and Sting at the ripe old age of 53 and have painted my toenails purple and made my hair stand up on end with gel – so there’s life in the old girl yet! Love to you all. Ann
Ann, I dig listening to people who ramble, being as I’m not much of a talker myself. Ramble on anytime you feel like it
Good luck with your legal case and remain strong, it’ll be a tough battle, but a few rock fans on the board, myself included. This is OT but when I was younger, I looked up to the people that labeled themselves "alternative", they were much different than the alternative people now though lol They listened to The Cure, REM, Bauhuaus(sp?) etc… I was just a lil punk metalhead who enjoyed all types of music secretly.
Keep it up, and remember your hair can never be too high. Angie
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Hi Ann and all, I also have Asthma and pic attacks(not to mention chronic pain) which im on meds for! I love Punk Rock too.Im 41 and a musician and songwriter.I was in a punk bqnd in the early 80,s. We played all over the world and made records etc…..Hey girls,Im also single and looking.Can you guess how hard it is to find who likes this music?Damn.near impossible here in Naples, Fl !! So if any of y.all know of any women(singe) aroung my age who are into out type of music.Give them my e-mail please. Thanks all you bueatiful punk rock lovin women! Terry
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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Dear Group Husband is away for three days so am lacking in support this evening. Son is tired and bad tempered and anyway what 17 year old boy, as nice as he is, wants to listen to his mother ranting on. Went to the docs this morning to have my new tablets dose increased. Asthma is diabolical at present. Had previously been given relief spray containing adrenalin – wonderful it increased the panic attacks and therefore increased the asthma!!!! Asked if I could try something else for relief to fill the time before my appointment at the Chest Hospital. Doctor decided to have another listen to my lungs first and was horrified – full of horrid noises!! Result instant panic by me – must at least have chronic heart problems or a lung tumour!!!! She said I am simply forgetting how to breath properly and must try to take deep breaths – impossible whilst suffering so badly from asthma. Would like her to try (although I wouldn’t wish this on anyone.) As soon as I try to take a deep breath I cant stop coughing and have an asthma attack. Have now been put on five days worth of oral steroids. Last time this happened I felt wonderful. Think it might be worth gaining 15 stone and growing a beard and hairy chest just to feel well!!! Seriously though, apparently the oral steroids will sort out asthma but not panic attacks so will give her more idea of what relief spray to give me. Have to go back next week. Had a good afternoon with sympathetic friend, but she has gone home now. I am typing her Uni MA dissertation and at least it gives my brain something else to think about. I am also fighting a legal case against my last employers who started all this horror up. Good news – Husband has a new and better paid job and we are not quite so destitute – although he will have to be away from home more. He is probably secretly pleased to get away from his mad wife. Still, I still have my cats and dog to talk to and who love me through thick and thin and I still have the ability to be moved by the music of Radiohead, REM, and Sting at the ripe old age of 53 and have painted my toenails purple and made my hair stand up on end with gel – so there’s life in the old girl yet! Love to you all. Ann What a load of rambling!!!
Hello Ann, you’ve just made an ageing punk (41, oh dear) feel a bit better. I mean if an old gal of 53 (VBG) can listen to Radiohead i can carry on listening to own long and boring list of any alternative/underground bands you can think of from the last 35 years and i’ll probably like them. If i did’nt have a number 2 crop i would also get out the gel and make my hair stand on end in your honour but i draw the line at painting my toenails purple. Best wishes, Ken. "But i’m a creep, i’m a weirdo"
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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – desparate this evening Dear Group Husband is away for three days so am lacking in support this evening. Son is tired and bad tempered and anyway what 17 year old boy, as nice as he is, wants to listen to his mother ranting on. Went to the docs this morning to have my new tablets dose increased. Asthma is diabolical at present. Had previously been given relief spray containing adrenalin – wonderful it increased the panic attacks and therefore increased the asthma!!!! Asked if I could try something else for relief to fill the time before my appointment at the Chest Hospital. Doctor decided to have another listen to my lungs first and was horrified – full of horrid noises!! Result instant panic by me – must at least have chronic heart problems or a lung tumour!!!! She said I am simply forgetting how to breath properly and must try to take deep breaths – impossible whilst suffering so badly from asthma. Would like her to try (although I wouldn’t wish this on anyone.) As soon as I try to take a deep breath I cant stop coughing and have an asthma attack. Have now been put on five days worth of oral steroids. Last time this happened I felt wonderful. Think it might be worth gaining 15 stone and growing a beard and hairy chest just to feel well!!! Seriously though, apparently the oral steroids will sort out asthma but not panic attacks so will give her more idea of what relief spray to give me. Have to go back next week. Had a good afternoon with sympathetic friend, but she has gone home now. I am typing her Uni MA dissertation and at least it gives my brain something else to think about. I am also fighting a legal case against my last employers who started all this horror up. Good news – Husband has a new and better paid job and we are not quite so destitute – although he will have to be away from home more. He is probably secretly pleased to get away from his mad wife. Still, I still have my cats and dog to talk to and who love me through thick and thin and I still have the ability to be moved by the music of Radiohead, REM, and Sting at the ripe old age of 53 and have painted my toenails purple and made my hair stand up on end with gel – so there’s life in the old girl yet! Love to you all. Ann What a load of rambling!!!
Hi Ann! Loved your rambling! LOL!! I’m 47 and still love rock music, along with other types too, though. Purple, huh? Nice color. I’m glad your husband has a better job. This may, in itself, relax you a little more. I’m sorry you have such bad asthma. I know a lot of people who do, but fortunately, they don’t get PAs with it. I wish you the best on your legal case with ex-employers. You are funny, even when you are down a bit! Good for you! Di
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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – desparate this evening Hi Ann, ramble on all that you want. This is about the only place where people understand your anxiety and how it antagonizes other conditions. I’ve had to take steroids this year for my allergy, and I do understand what you mean about weight gain. When all else fails, what can you do? Mel Dear Group Husband is away for three days so am lacking in support this evening. Son is tired and bad tempered and anyway what 17 year old boy, as nice as he is, wants to listen to his mother ranting on. Went to the docs this morning to have my new tablets dose increased. Asthma is diabolical at present. Had previously been given relief spray containing adrenalin – wonderful it increased the panic attacks and therefore increased the asthma!!!! Asked if I could try something else for relief to fill the time before my appointment at the Chest Hospital. Doctor decided to have another listen to my lungs first and was horrified – full of horrid noises!! Result instant panic by me – must at least have chronic heart problems or a lung tumour!!!! She said I am simply forgetting how to breath properly and must try to take deep breaths – impossible whilst suffering so badly from asthma. Would like her to try (although I wouldn’t wish this on anyone.) As soon as I try to take a deep breath I cant stop coughing and have an asthma attack. Have now been put on five days worth of oral steroids. Last time this happened I felt wonderful. Think it might be worth gaining 15 stone and growing a beard and hairy chest just to feel well!!! Seriously though, apparently the oral steroids will sort out asthma but not panic attacks so will give her more idea of what relief spray to give me. Have to go back next week. Had a good afternoon with sympathetic friend, but she has gone home now. I am typing her Uni MA dissertation and at least it gives my brain something else to think about. I am also fighting a legal case against my last employers who started all this horror up. Good news – Husband has a new and better paid job and we are not quite so destitute – although he will have to be away from home more. He is probably secretly pleased to get away from his mad wife. Still, I still have my cats and dog to talk to and who love me through thick and thin and I still have the ability to be moved by the music of Radiohead, REM, and Sting at the ripe old age of 53 and have painted my toenails purple and made my hair stand up on end with gel – so there’s life in the old girl yet! Love to you all. Ann What a load of rambling!!!
just remember that as bad as the side effects of steroids are they will save your life in these circumstances-for asthma they are numero uno for a first line med to quickly reduce the airway inflamation once you accomplish this there are many other meds that may help as a contnuous treatment-asthma can kill so your fortunate to have the availability of the meds. some people look good with moon faces anyway-they’re cute. LM
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Dear Group Husband is away for three days so am lacking in support this evening. Son is tired and bad tempered and anyway what 17 year old boy, as nice as he is, wants to listen to his mother ranting on. Went to the docs this morning to have my new tablets dose increased. Asthma is diabolical at present. Had previously been given relief spray containing adrenalin – wonderful it increased the panic attacks and therefore increased the asthma!!!! Asked if I could try something else for relief to fill the time before my appointment at the Chest Hospital. Doctor decided to have another listen to my lungs first and was horrified – full of horrid noises!! Result instant panic by me – must at least have chronic heart problems or a lung tumour!!!! She said I am simply forgetting how to breath properly and must try to take deep breaths – impossible whilst suffering so badly from asthma. Would like her to try (although I wouldn’t wish this on anyone.) As soon as I try to take a deep breath I cant stop coughing and have an asthma attack. Have now been put on five days worth of oral steroids. Last time this happened I felt wonderful. Think it might be worth gaining 15 stone and growing a beard and hairy chest just to feel well!!! Seriously though, apparently the oral steroids will sort out asthma but not panic attacks so will give her more idea of what relief spray to give me. Have to go back next week. Had a good afternoon with sympathetic friend, but she has gone home now. I am typing her Uni MA dissertation and at least it gives my brain something else to think about. I am also fighting a legal case against my last employers who started all this horror up. Good news – Husband has a new and better paid job and we are not quite so destitute – although he will have to be away from home more. He is probably secretly pleased to get away from his mad wife. Still, I still have my cats and dog to talk to and who love me through thick and thin and I still have the ability to be moved by the music of Radiohead, REM, and Sting at the ripe old age of 53 and have painted my toenails purple and made my hair stand up on end with gel – so there’s life in the old girl yet! Love to you all. Ann What a load of rambling!!! * Sent from AltaVista http://www.altavista.com Where you can also find related Web Pages, Images, Audios, Videos, News, and Shopping. Smart is Beautiful
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Hi Ann, ramble on all that you want. This is about the only place where people understand your anxiety and how it antagonizes other conditions. I’ve had to take steroids this year for my allergy, and I do understand what you mean about weight gain. When all else fails, what can you do? Mel – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Dear Group Husband is away for three days so am lacking in support this evening. Son is tired and bad tempered and anyway what 17 year old boy, as nice as he is, wants to listen to his mother ranting on. Went to the docs this morning to have my new tablets dose increased. Asthma is diabolical at present. Had previously been given relief spray containing adrenalin – wonderful it increased the panic attacks and therefore increased the asthma!!!! Asked if I could try something else for relief to fill the time before my appointment at the Chest Hospital. Doctor decided to have another listen to my lungs first and was horrified – full of horrid noises!! Result instant panic by me – must at least have chronic heart problems or a lung tumour!!!! She said I am simply forgetting how to breath properly and must try to take deep breaths – impossible whilst suffering so badly from asthma. Would like her to try (although I wouldn’t wish this on anyone.) As soon as I try to take a deep breath I cant stop coughing and have an asthma attack. Have now been put on five days worth of oral steroids. Last time this happened I felt wonderful. Think it might be worth gaining 15 stone and growing a beard and hairy chest just to feel well!!! Seriously though, apparently the oral steroids will sort out asthma but not panic attacks so will give her more idea of what relief spray to give me. Have to go back next week. Had a good afternoon with sympathetic friend, but she has gone home now. I am typing her Uni MA dissertation and at least it gives my brain something else to think about. I am also fighting a legal case against my last employers who started all this horror up. Good news – Husband has a new and better paid job and we are not quite so destitute – although he will have to be away from home more. He is probably secretly pleased to get away from his mad wife. Still, I still have my cats and dog to talk to and who love me through thick and thin and I still have the ability to be moved by the music of Radiohead, REM, and Sting at the ripe old age of 53 and have painted my toenails purple and made my hair stand up on end with gel – so there’s life in the old girl yet! Love to you all. Ann What a load of rambling!!!
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